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I Beg My Self

from Seeing Pastures by Ando San

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lyrics

I beg myself to let me sleep and see through my false eye
I beg myself to hinder voices of my demise
Yeah
I beg myself to rid the fire burning cinders in cry's
I beg myself to fight in thunderclap to hear my sire
King of those who know cynical in my pyre
Yeah
My soul within the spire
Moon lit
Slipping in the shadows
Let me bask in Meadows
Test the waters gallows
Swim in oceans shallows
Yeah
The plight within myself does not let me see what I really am
I Fight for myself, but nobody wants to see a man
Broken
Crying
Scream for mother
Dying
Lost a dove
Scrying
Forgiveness
Lying
Broken
Crying
Scream for mother
Dying
Lost a dove
Scrying
Forgiveness
Lying
beg myself to let me sleep and see through my false eye
I beg myself to hinder voices of my demise
Yeah
I beg myself to rid the fire burning cinders in cry's
I beg myself to fight in thunderclap to hear my sire
King of those who know cynical in my pyre
Yeah
All hail king
Make a nigga dance
Signing up all of my deals
No talking hustle punching the card
The money is real
Nah brah yo nigga is broke
This music ain’t working for real
I just wanna hold it down
Do what I do
And see what I feel
All hail king
Make a nigga dance
Signing up all of my deals
No talking hustle punching the card
The money is real
Nah brah yo nigga is broke
This music ain’t working for real
I just wanna hold it down
Do what I do
And see what I feel
And pay all my bills
And live in my crib
And see all my skills
And see all my pills
And live in with my will
I get it I heal
My mind keeps it real
My pain makes me feel
My girl gimme chills
The feeling is real
The feeling is real
You can't keep my still
Ancestors breathing air my lungs
I feel it it's real
I feel it it's real
I'm feeling my mind
I'm feeling my time
I'm feeling my angels
Feeling my sky
I'm feeling my vibe
I'm feeling my sign
I'm feeling my rhyme
I'm wondering why
My girl gimme chills
The feeling is real
The feeling is real
You can't keep my still
Ancestors breathing air my lungs
I feel it it's real I feel it it's real

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from Seeing Pastures, released August 4, 2023
Mixed, Produced and Mastered by Brandon "Ando San" Washington

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Ando San Los Angeles, California

Ando San was born and raised in San Fernando Valley, CA where he was surrounded by the sounds of R&B, hip hop, funk, and soul that his family was dancing and singing to at any given time. He began developing a genre he calls "Prog-hop" which focuses heavily on progressive guitar and hip hop beats. Through his music, Ando hopes to find meaning, connection, and peace in life. ... more

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