Seeing Pastures, by Ando San

Seeing Pastures

by Ando San

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1.	Seeing Pastures 01:55	lyrics	buy track
An oddity in DNA walking in my last life Feed the vibrations spread my ashes with a bread knife Birth with a midwife, strife with a lowlife Battle of the wildlife ghetto in the highlife Passive and aggressive is the ego giving pastures Watching all the cows graze the dirt wishing vesture The soul is feeling dry, and the pain is feeling greater Punch a hole in the chest and it’s just getting betta I can give you vocal and a beat like mayonesa Spitting out my art with my lips like its Easter I can give you everything I got and a taper Lining up them edges cause you know it's getting better And you know I’m feeling wetter when the weather spitting feathers Keep it buck 50 yeah man I'm feeling betta
2.	My Nirvana Feat. Justin Brown 02:21 video	lyrics	buy track
Bloody Tears In my eye’s I decide when I cry when I die Targeting the soul let it fly I arrive to the center of my essence begging God to take my blessing Even if I want to see gotta see if I bleed My sister ashes in my bedroom gotta see Yeah, gotta see if I feel is it real Longing for the peace in my nirvana gotta chill
3.	Identify 02:59	lyrics	buy track
Fall out with my inner self Even if I wonder in eternal wealth God identifies the lies I keep Inside We alive we inspire we the gods we the law To each its own we free the claw Lick the wound repeat and crawl Givin every lesson that a mom makes Can’t catch a breath with my heart ache God identifies the lies I keep inside We alive we inspire we the gods we the law To each its own we free the claw Lick the wound repeat and crawl Vibe out with my inner mind Wonder if I breath will I be alright Will I ever need to do a nine to five Ani can’t support every day and night Will the music ever give me solid piece of mind I don’t know I can’t decide Givin every lesson that a mom makes Can’t catch a breath with my heart ache God identifies the lies I keep inside We alive we inspire we the gods we the law To each its own we free the claw Lick the wound repeat and crawl
4.	I Beg My Self 04:14	lyrics	buy track
I beg myself to let me sleep and see through my false eye I beg myself to hinder voices of my demise Yeah I beg myself to rid the fire burning cinders in cry's I beg myself to fight in thunderclap to hear my sire King of those who know cynical in my pyre Yeah My soul within the spire Moon lit Slipping in the shadows Let me bask in Meadows Test the waters gallows Swim in oceans shallows Yeah The plight within myself does not let me see what I really am I Fight for myself, but nobody wants to see a man Broken Crying Scream for mother Dying Lost a dove Scrying Forgiveness Lying Broken Crying Scream for mother Dying Lost a dove Scrying Forgiveness Lying beg myself to let me sleep and see through my false eye I beg myself to hinder voices of my demise Yeah I beg myself to rid the fire burning cinders in cry's I beg myself to fight in thunderclap to hear my sire King of those who know cynical in my pyre Yeah All hail king Make a nigga dance Signing up all of my deals No talking hustle punching the card The money is real Nah brah yo nigga is broke This music ain’t working for real I just wanna hold it down Do what I do And see what I feel All hail king Make a nigga dance Signing up all of my deals No talking hustle punching the card The money is real Nah brah yo nigga is broke This music ain’t working for real I just wanna hold it down Do what I do And see what I feel And pay all my bills And live in my crib And see all my skills And see all my pills And live in with my will I get it I heal My mind keeps it real My pain makes me feel My girl gimme chills The feeling is real The feeling is real You can't keep my still Ancestors breathing air my lungs I feel it it's real I feel it it's real I'm feeling my mind I'm feeling my time I'm feeling my angels Feeling my sky I'm feeling my vibe I'm feeling my sign I'm feeling my rhyme I'm wondering why My girl gimme chills The feeling is real The feeling is real You can't keep my still Ancestors breathing air my lungs I feel it it's real I feel it it's real
5.	Chosen 02:59	lyrics	buy track
Chosen to the see the guise Chosen to hear the cries Chosen to be alive Chosen to see the lies Chosen to be a guide Chosen to see inside Chosen to be the fool Chose to be child Chosen to feel the dark Chosen to be a young black man Chosen to be a worldly man Chosen to be a deadly sin Chosen to be a filthy plan Chosen to be an ugly man Chosen to seek the truth Chosen to seek my lies Seeing scars Bleeding my wound feel it all Passive the mind a eternal fog Looking for you but can't see at all Waking at morning I see the dawn visage haunting my golden brawn Weaken my mind I begone my bond My ethereal painting demonic spawn Reach for me beckon me call upon This something I want but cannot respond I feel it it burns I want it all The pain the pleasure I feel it all Makes me feel alive To return to seek a lie To return to seek a cry Return feel alive I will feel alive I will feel alive I will feel alive Numbers rolling in my head Counting demons in my shed Blood falling and I fled No where to go but im dead No brain but my heart is a bed I sleep with no beat and I said I shall return when I'm Fed Then I returned and I said Winter in summertime Solstice without a dime I’m at the finish line But it’s scorching I got psychosis Give me my doses Shouldn’t be hopeless But it’s scorching
6.	I Am The One 03:22	lyrics	buy track
Put on yo boots And talk yah shit Spit yah facts Relax and clap And keep it real I ain’t the type to let it slide Forget the vibe And let it glide I Keep it real You ain’t the one that hold the sun And hold the gun And keep the fun And give the chills You ain’t the one You ain’t the one I am the one I am the one I am the one Put on yo boots And talk yah shit Spit yah facts Relax and clap And keep it real I ain’t the type to let it slide Forget the vibe And let it glide I Keep it real You ain’t the one that hold the sun And hold the gun And keep the fun And give the chills You ain’t the one You ain’t the one I am the one I am the one I am the one I ain't lying when I'm feeling all the stops and the breaks Life make a nigga real shook what a day Looking for my peace in a Gallow or a grave Have a heart attack enjoy the rest of your day
7.	Missing Pieces 03:40	lyrics	buy track
The puzzle in my mind missing pieces looking for my sanity It reaches I feel the pull beckoning my peaches Sweet is my ploy to enact all my teachings Lessons learn speeches I be chasing all my demons Live a long life die young what a young man Living like a goodman Looking for his loose ends Bygone hood man Plant a tree woodman See the leaves, grow land Own a plot, own sand I be looking for my season's nigga I be looking for my reasons nigga I be asking for my teaching's nigga I just wanna live in leisure nigga But there's my sanity Falling in a hole filled pain and depravity Lacking all my poise self-esteem it's a tragedy Build myself up to the man that I stand to see Longing for my vanity Be an artist be a fantasy I gotta see Gotta find my piece I just wanna be here Finding all my peace here I don't wanna fear here You don't wanna be here Time to release fear All my missing pieces falling all in mind I just wanna be here Finding all my peace here I don't wanna fear here You don't wanna be here Time to release fear All my missing pieces falling all in mind All of mine and all of time I made decisions To be a young man black is hard to see my wishes Society pounding melodies built on lethal systems Long gone and dead beating the ecosystems Earth planting its seeds to see its affirmation An act of clarity serenading and renegading The act of love is crucial to earthly understandings I see the truth but only if I'm navigating Thoughts linger in darken fallacy Condescending To think I hold my life in my words and all its meanings End my life and end its worth Soul is vending I don't want it I wanna live and keep ascending All I gotta do is find all my missing pieces Live long enough to find all my missing wishes Power through maybe win all my sanity Hug all my thoughts maybe get a little vanity I just wanna be here Finding all my peace here I don't wanna fear here You don't wanna be here Time to release fear All my missing pieces falling all in mind I just wanna be here Finding all my peace here I don't wanna fear here You don't wanna be here Time to release fear All my missing pieces falling all in mind I just wanna be here Finding all my peace here I don't wanna fear here You don't wanna be here Time to release fear All my missing pieces falling all in mind I just wanna be here Finding all my peace here I don't wanna fear here You don't wanna be here Time to release fear All my missing pieces falling all in mind

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The entire theme of the album is questioning is it even worth it to suffer to do something you love? While you are simultaneously enjoying the suffering because it bears fruit for your artistic soul. Feeding in it's ego and recognizing that the confidence you had when you first started is gone so you try to get it back by suffering while questioning is it even worth it? Never ending cycle.

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released August 4, 2023

I want to give a big shout out to all my patreons. Thank you to Nick Morzov for providing a space for Justin Brown to lay his drums down. Speaking of Justin I wanna thank him for playing on my music and inspiring me to get this album going.

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Ando San Los Angeles, California

Ando San was born and raised in San Fernando Valley, CA where he was surrounded by the sounds of R&B, hip hop, funk, and soul that his family was dancing and singing to at any given time. He began developing a genre he calls "Prog-hop" which focuses heavily on progressive guitar and hip hop beats. Through his music, Ando hopes to find meaning, connection, and peace in life. ... more

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Big Deal

Apr 2024
Seeing Pastures

Aug 2023
Humble

Aug 2022
Bipolar

Mar 2022
Intuition

Jun 2021
Schemin Season

Jan 2020
Delete Dis

Apr 2019
Vitality

Dec 2018
Tosa EP

Sep 2018

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